Languish

I dreamed I was lying in my bed, sobbing quietly, but I'm not aware of why.

I awoke to find myself lying in my bed sobbing quietly.  That realization allowed me to let the rest of it go.  I still am unaware of why.  But it occurred to me: My subconscious and conscious were doing the same thing.  While I might like to think that somehow I've come "Full Circle", what I really think is that I'm back at the beginning.  Right where I began, having made zero progress at all.  I'm not weathering the Storm...I am the Storm.

Some days I just want to go Home.  I don't know the way anymore.